the lonely sad winter

Every holiday that ment for family
I always cry, and never show to others
When that time comes i rather not talk
Nor shoe a sign of sadness

Plaster smile to others
I know in my heart is not
Every day I came home, i feel alone

A sad winter to selabrating with
Only a mother I live
In the end I only have her
The others i rarely see, and that's all
To say here i see no love in them

My mother help then
Inretern we have nothing

Every holiday that ment for family
I feel alone
I wanted to cry, but i can't
Too afraid to be judged by other

I lern it's okay to cry
Even the hardest heart too need to cry
Because in the end
I have a cold sad winter
With a mother to do best for me to live

With only littel give
I don't mind to say, at least I have
Something to smile for

In a sad winter times
We all can be happy for a bit